hello. its nice to see me again here. had a really bad day and a really sucky life in general. i'm bored of studying and aint doing much durng these 2 weeks, which is really, the most crucial where everyone is mugging. trying to fix my bad temper, to make things work out. then i realise maybe it just aint me who needs fixing. i thought guys were suppose to be less... picky and more understanding. i dont need the fucking blame put entirely on me and all the blabbering on & on & on & on oh my god really. YOU self reflect, thank you. your just over-scrutinizing (point4: evrybody has faults) and i think, it'll really put me off. maybe i'll reach the stage of not trying to change. and i mean it, every word. i'm thinking clearly, so no taking off this post, its rememberance... sheesh.